Do IT. Silently. but NOT Slowly

when you wana do something.do it.silently.but NOT slowly.

That's what i learnt troughout my life. If the matter is important to you, do it. but do it silently and quickly.

Why?


Troughout experience. I learnt. When you tell others of your wishes. You will normally end up half way. Others thought will influence yours. Even for a small stuff like when you feel like going out for a walk or shopping. You might ask anyone to join you.

Damien : Hey, going out?

You : Yeah, Meadow Hall. Shopping - while flashing one big smile.

Damien : Had love to join you! Can I ?

You : Yep, sure ! 2pm I see you at the entrance, okay?  -excitedly. well you had set your goal to go. at first. then your friend wanted to join in. and you become more xcited.

Damien : okay.



1.30pm.

Text Message :
- Damien : Hey Iman, sorry, I think I cant join. Ned to finish up my report. We go next time lah okay?

Then you are influnced. Start giving up the idea of going. If you did not tell him about it at the first place, you might go alone happily. Well being alone is okay, as long as your MISSION IS ACCOMPLISH and YOU GET WHAT YOU WANT. Well..when you tell people about your plan, you better get ready for an INFLUENCE/THOUGHT by others. If you are not strong enough, you might cancel off your plan.

So ?

Perfect Proposal ;) - Berangan Version

baca post Cik Fana kita pasal her angan at 2012. hehe. Meh nak layan berangan juga neh.kikiki. Dah malas nak layan fikir pasal new tenant kat my old room. Okay think yeah.

My first question dulu before entering the house : ada tenancy agreement tak? 
The answer is NO

So in a law of logic mind and of course in the name of LAW itself , should i be the one responsible to find
my replacement ? and the Deposit is actually not being handle by the house owner, instead its more like passing from one tenant to another. Its ssoo WRONG okay. Ni aku dah sampai tahap malas nak layan dah ni. Kalau orang nak datang tengok I need to keep on going back and forth to Putra Damai, apa hal? Come on lah. So what should I do? I gave a 1 month notice by the way. and even more, the house owner NEVER care about the house. So Iman. So?

So ... tengok between my EVIL and ANGELIC inner voice which SPEAKS LOUDER.



and yeah, my mood was so down tadi plus the fact that I cant get to sleep last night. Get to bed like 1.30am but pusing -pusing sampai 3am still tak leh nak tido. Woke up feeling dizzy and droozy. I watch this video and yeah, I manage to flash a smile.



Berangan one of the guy is actually preparing the proposal for ME. Hahaha! Sweet gila okay. Look at the way they smile, its like they are flashing those smiles at you..!


but while watching I was thinking...kadang kan, those pretty boys muncul je dalam hidup kita. Proposing their love..but ego always make it not happen. No kidding lah. Semalam aku tengok my crush nye wedding album. He is not malaysian but muslim. not from middle east okay. Aku pernah tulis pasal dia kat sini : http://bayusubuh.blogspot.com/2010/09/cinta-tak-kesampaian.html

Masa tengok -tengok tu rasa macam ... kadang certain thing tu, kita rasa macam he is there, showing signs all those but for the sake of ego and perangai pelik diri sendiri, u ignore. even by that time rasa macam u r soo into that guy. as time passed, you lose him. baru u feel like : Owh My...Maybe that position is mine IF i...

but ape pun takdir Allah swt we never know ;)

by the way i cant decide which proposal is the sweetest dalam video clip tu .hehe

Losing My Life Destination?

honestly.currently.i feel like - macam blurr you know. kalau hidup aku ni macam kereta, aku ni macam kereta yg tade stereng. Yang macam kereta yg geraaak jee...  Boleh bayangkan?



Yes, maybe like THIS.

Nak kata stress, basically not. But there are like many many many thing need to mange.

1) My mom and my lil sister age 11 and a lil brother age 5 is coming to stay with me. Plus my nephew yg i want to adopt, but i dont know, adik ipar aku ni between nak kasi and tak nak tu kabur sungguh! I had been trying for THREE times! but i dont know, it seems like she is not giving him to me. but to make it fair, yes, i dont pregnanted him. i did not delivered him. so... i dont know. I cant force. even sometimes i feel like i just wanan go and take him, you know.

2) Many many and many things need to be managed. yes again, i said it. My sister's schooling. My lil brother's. Alhamdulillah both are done, but still have one document to settle with the sekolah. My main problem is TRANSPORT, so nak ke sekolah, nak keluar pejabat jadi susah sedikitlah.

3) I will be going to india for a course and there is a paper need to be presented. Doing it. I need a notebook so that i can finish it quick, currently aku memang tak leh nak wat keje dalam ofis. no kidding. i need to stay at mamak or somewhere while sipping my coffee.

4) Oh yes, India. Then. Since I will not be here for like 2weeks, I need to get a car for my mom to use. She had a license but not driving for so long. My daddy is offering his car, but MANUAL, so my mum is kinda dont want it. and since I will be responsible for my family members, so, i will need to have a car. and i keep on looking for it , just i cant make this big decision in a short time. Ada yg aku nak TAK ADA lah pulak...

5) My financial. Having bigger family means bigger financial need and without them pun I even need more money. I am looking for alternative. Plus I still RESPONSIBLE for the company - my daddy's - but all the signature, perhubungan with other organizations I still need to take care of it , I am thinking of bringing it here, but then, can I split myself into two!?? can i?? I'm going nut if THINK, that is why I REFUSE to think and i feel like as if I kinda BLURR !

Ok, bye.bye.bye!

qoing to equestrian with Sasha.

4 Signs He Is The Right Person

10 perkara untuk mengelakkan dari menikahi a wrong person : HERE . Rasa terkena tepat pada sasarannya when reading point number 6 :-

Avoid Lack of Emotional Connection: There are four questions that you must answer YES to:


•Do I respect and admire this person? What specifically do I respect and admire about this person?

•Do I trust this person? Can I rely on them? Do I trust their judgment? Do I trust their word? Can I believe what they say?

•Do I feel Safe? Do I feel emotionally safe with this person? Can I be vulnerable? Can I be myself? Can I be open? Can I express myself?

•Do I feel calm and at peace with this person?

 
 
Seriously article ni sangat MENGENA bagi aku yg macam giler susah dan cerewet ni. Kadang orang tak faham KENAPA one person delayed her marriage. Above all and everything point2 di atas ni la yg memainkan peranan penting. Kawan aku ada tanya : Iman, kalau kau la diberi 2 pilihan
 
1) sorang laki yang tak ikut kriteria rupa paras yg kau nak, tapi dia ada personality yg kau nak.
2) laki ni dia handsome, tapi dia punya thought, personality tak ikut apa yg kau nak or rasa serasi
 
mana satu kau nak pilih?
 
 
 
Bagi aku jawapan lelaki dan perempuan pasti berbeza. Untuk lelaki asal mata dia suka, jiwa dia pasti akan suka. kalau perempuan, kalau jiwa dia suka, mata dia pasti akan suka.
 
Untuk perempuan, we know we want a husband to lead our life. not to rule but to walk together trough this life and moving to the hereafter. so respect his judgement, trusting his words, admiring his personality is soo crucial in ensuring the family will always be in peace and harmony. tak kan lah asyik nak makan hati je kan? memang isteri penyabar ni sangat lah bagus, di balas di akhirat. tapi kalau awal2 boleh di ELAKKAN perselisihan kan lebih baik?



Adopting at 25 and Single Is Not Ridiculous

ada orang yg menilai kemampuan terlebih dahulu before they do something. ada orang yg buat dulu then they try to fit in later, try whatever it takes her to to make it happen the way she wants it. human ability is always beyond what you could ever think of. and of course as long as you believe God is there.


i'm working from 8.30am to 5.30am
sometimes i will need to do some sort of outstationm, seminars etc.
i have no license but give me a car i will just drive
lucky i just get an apartment

having a baby or maybe two without going trough pregnancy might sounds ridiculous.but that is what i'll be doing. I dont know how i will manage it, but I think I will ask God for the soul support. Trust me, bila Allah swt berikan kita sedikit kelibahan in term of duit or whatever, it is not ours. Ia milik Allah yg dipertanggungjawabkan kepada kita. Ia HANYA milik kita when we give benefit to others using those rezeki.

kita selalu akan survive when we are not being given another choice.but we THINK we cudnt if we are given another choice.

~till then*